5 dys until we travel

Just 5 more days until we travel and we're celebrating. Tonight as Eric and I were soaking in the hot tub dreaming about what's going to happen with our family's lives in the very near future, Eric said he's never felt so many emotions at once in his life. He then reeled off a long list of different emotions. I said I have only two right now-joy and fear. I'm joyful because we've been so fortunate with our adoption process and fear of the unknown. I firmly believe that everything will work out so I guess I'll dwell on joy.